The feeling of nostalgia for home is something i havent associated with myself for long time in life.Its not that i dont love staying at home,its just that i enjoy and relish my freedom and being independent the same way.Those aspects of learning the hard way,of starting to eat food which u havent liked for over 2o yrs(infact,never tasted coz it didnt sound or smell good),learning to manage own wardrobe etc etc on own is just not possible till one goes away from home.And i have relished the learning for the time i stayed in noida.
Past 7-8 months have been a lil rough phase,when all the time i could wish for is to find a good job,relatively safer than my last job yet interesting enough to be considered a new challenge evryday.And here i am,when i find myself close to what i could have asked for,an all together new beginning,for some mysterious reason or the other,i am caught up in this complex web of emotions.The feeling is mixed..enthusiasm regarding the challenges new life will bring and nostalgic about leaving behind what has been my source of entertainment(or call it,ways to distance myself from boredness :P).Well,m confused...and can only infer the same old fact about human life,"present never looks good,past and future always does".I have never relished those mechanical subjects,but i do know, the probability for me to decipher engines is much better than deciphering human emotions.I wish to believe m not all alone in this quest to understand y we humans,though being among the highest form of life,are yet so confused and indecisive..
I hope this monday will turn out to be a decisive day in my life and i hope to stay hell busy to be thinking of all the crap i just wrote!!
Sharing lyrics of one of the appropriate songs for the mood..
Happy living.. :)

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...